New Year's Resolutions

 

Pic by Jeffreys Bay  - Unsplash

My new year's resolutions:

1. Since I am addicted to crochet, I want to crochet 5 shawls and 5 baby blankets. Last year I managed only 4 shawls and 4 baby blankets.

2. I want to spend more and more time with my son, Muhammad. Going to have our we-time vacations this year. 

3. I want to live my life the fullest. Since I was diagnosed with severe anxiety, I want to at least have positive vibes during my working time. Thank God all my friends are supportive!

4. I want to improve my English writing so I want to write blogs in English and maybe write short English chapters. Hehe.

5. I think I should manage my working time properly. No more procrastination!

6. Read more and more books!

My Dad

 My dad was a typical-strict Malay dad. Well, he was a lecturer and he retired in 2010 if I am not mistaken.

Some people make their father a hero, but not me. I don't know why but I never thought of my father as my hero. Maybe because he was strict and not like any other dad out there. 

He didn't want to listen to any small problems. For him, we the children need to solve our own problems. He never asked if I had problems at school when I was teen. And I didn't even want to tell him anyway. He would mock me or humiliate me in front of my cousins or my siblings.

Well, my dad passed away last year in January. I don't want to talk bad of the dead, anyway. Haha!

Am I feeling sad for his lost? Of course but only for 3 days. Life must go on.